life

sometimes i hope that i can really travel back to the past.

maybe the past bring me more happiness. i think.
i tend to forget all the sad happenings in the past.
people do change.
shockingly to the extend i am so worried that i might not know that person anymore.

sometimes i think back about all the memories and it brings me a lot of joy. =)
it even carves a smile on my face.
not that i hate changes.
i just hate negative changes.
i hope you stays the same like when you were in primary school.
=)
we will just play everyday and live a carefree life.
you will always bully me but i don't even mind.
i just love the past you.

life sometimes is not fair at all. trust me i know.
but how we adapt to the life is a huge challenge.
how we face the life is another challenge.
life itself is a challenge which we cant avoid.
some people might even give up facing life.
but i hope you will try to understand life and just live it.

i just cant wait to go home.